Wednesday, August 5, 2009

BLANK

还有三天,三天之后
我们的努力就会被见证了
这时候,
每个人都好期待,
好期待那天的到来
这是侯的我也应该是这样的
但不晓得为什么
心里总是闷闷地,
只想一个人好好地静下来
可能是自己敏感
想太多了
一切一切都好像离自己好远

心,
开始偷偷地哭泣
但,
意念又在这时告诉自己
一定要坚持下去
挨完了,
就什么事都没了

自己内心和意念的挣
又有谁会懂?
那个痛苦,
那种难受,
谁会明白?

我努力地告诉自己
要坚持到底
我又曾和几时做到呢?

一个渺小的我,
内心里的感受
根本不会是你们所
“关心”的
不过,我也习惯了
难道我永远都是你们
眼中那疯疯癫癫的神经病患者吗?
难道我所建议的事情全都是废的吗?
难道,
从我口中说提出来的意见都是错的
但从别人的口中说出来我说提的意见,
就是对的。。。

我不是在抱怨
我也没权力抱怨
我。。。我。。
只是,
问自己问题罢了

或许,
我需要时间
一点点的尊严
我真的只需要那么一点点
真的只是那么一点点
可以吗?
因为
我明白
‘知足长乐’


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

TAGGED BY CECILIA TAN WEN XI

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abc's Share RULES:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.

ABC About You Questions:

A - Available: yup

B - Birthday: 16th May

C - Crushing On: RESTAURANT CITY

D - Drink You Last Had: green tea

E - Easiest Person To Talk To: me myself

F - Favourite Song: lots..bt current addicted to 如果我变成回忆

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: worms

H - Hometown: Pulau Pinang

I - In Love With: eating!!XD

J - Juggle: =='''

K - Killed Someone: never.but think before.

L - Longest Car Ride: dunno

M- Milkshake Flavor: GRAPES!

N - Number of Siblings: 2

O - One Wish:I WISH....I cn wish a lot of wishesssss

P - Person You Called Last: mummy

R - Reason To Smile: happy. speechless,when i am high sendiri,when i am me

S- Song You Last Heard: 'yesterday'

T - Time U Woke Up: schooling day-5.00am.if no,its depand then..

U - Underwear Color/Pattern:@.@..who cares??lo0lz

V - Vegetable(s): huh??

W - Worst Habit: always laugh with no point

X - X-Rays You've Had: no..but i wish it will never come into my life

Y – Yoyos Are: toys for sure

Z - Zodiac Sign: Dog

Random Questions

About You

Spell your name without vowels: KTRNLIKIYN

What color do you wear most?: GREEN,WHITE,BLUE,BLACK

Least favorite color?: yellow

What are you listening to?: eng songs

Are you happy with your life right now?: not really,its depand

What is your favorite class in school?: i prefer no school and no class..haha..but i am just dreaming.K3G for sure

When do you start back at school/college?:tomorrow.=.=

Less favorite pair of shoes?: nope

Where do you wish you were right now?: room sweet room..=D

THE CANS.

Can you dance?: ya

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: i dunno..hahaha..but cool to try i thk

Can you whistle?:i tried to..but failed..=(

Write with both hands?: i thk yes..at least my right hard writing nicer than xiang mia..XD

Walk with your toes curled?: yea..when i am small

THE DO'S.

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: sure..coz i am the one who came frm other planet.haha

Do you believe in miracles?: yea..if you thk you can , you can

Do you believe in magic?: its depands..but i love magicss!!

Love at first sight?: ya

Do you believe in Satan?: yea

Do you believe in Santa?: believe, and i love SANTA!

Do you know how to swim?:how you think??XD.lol

Do you like roller coasters?: SURE!!!!

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: duno wor..

THE HAVES.

Have you ever been on a plane?: yup

Have you ever asked someone out?: ya

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: ya

Have you ever been to the ocean?: yup, i love natural.=)

Have you ever painted your nails?: ya.

THE WHATS.

What is the temperature outside?: 30++ gua..earth is polluted!=(

What radio station do you listen to?: Fly Fm-its all about the music

What was the last restaurant you ate at?:home

What was the last thing you bought?: food!!XD

What was the last thing on TV you watched?: xin wen bao bao kan

THE WHOS.

Who was the last person you IM'd?:sorry, i dunno what you mean

Who was the last person you took a picture of?: xaing ; yun ern

Who was the last person you said I love you to?: too many, forget d.XD

CRYING SECTION.

Ever really cried your heart out?: sometimes

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yea

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:yea

Ever cried over the opposite sex?:no

Do you cry when you get an injury?:if it really pain

Do certain songs make you cry?: yea..if there is touching lyrics or meody

Are you a happy person?:i dunno..who can tell me??its depand, right?

What can make you happy?:if someone say I LOVE YOU to me when i say to her(mostly girl+i am not less,just fren love) :)

Do you wish you were happier?: yea..especially now.=(

Can music make you happy?:sometimes

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken?: never before i think.=)

Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?:no

LOOK AT ME.

What is your current hair color?: black

Current piercings?:???

Have any tattoos?: no

Eye color?: dark brown

IN A BOY/GIRL.

Favorite eye color: . as long as suit d person

Short or long hair: short

Height: must teller than me..XD

Best clothing: simple is the best

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail: no

Laughed so hard you cried?: yea

Thrown up in a store: no..

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yea..hahahah*

Gone skinny dipping: no lar for sure

Pepsi or Coke: i prefer green tea!!

McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald

Single or Group Dates: single

Chocolate or Vanilla: both

Strawberries or Blueberries: both.

Meat or Veggies: both.

TV or Movie: both

Guitar or Drums?:i love piano.but guitar and drum also not bad

Adidas or Nike: both.

Chinese or Mexican: chinese

Cheerios or Corn Flakes:flakes

Cake or Pie: cakes.

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i TAGGED

.wenxii(you re-do i tell you)XD

.xiang

.joe jie

.xueting

.yen houng

.pei imn

.salt-fish

.chun hooi